Now days am happy !!
But it was not alike before few weeks back.
As since,I relocated to Bangalore, my wife pushing me for exemplary holidays in south hill stations but current hectic schedule not allowing me to do so. She has made 2-3 plan in past but have spoiled it. Hardly, I convey her wait till this Diwali, she was very exited for this Diwali since we have decided to spend our New Year days in Unty/Kodikenal.
Before few days back, I came to know that papa wished to buy some worthy site in my home-town for bro's hospital( bro is going to start his own hospital ), I need to grant them all potential cash as I could for following few months. In such needy spell, I do not expect to west even penny behind amusement because family is in need for me. I have mentally judged to cancel Diwali holidays plan but worried, how to share it with my wife, my internals wan't permit me to disappoint her. Have spent several sleepless night thinking how she would respond if I again cancel her plan.
Looks like God was listening her, last week, I was awarded for some paper I putted before 3 month in my company and for that I got 25K bucks. First I thought, along with my other asset, this money also I will send to papa. Then I thought, I would rather expend fraction behind our holidays and remaining to papa so both side will be tuned satisfyingly and of course me too !!
In some neutral occasion, I thought.. God is always great.. yeah but we need to give faith !!
